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May
So far off the farm…
Right out of my tiny little mind…
Struggling at work right now because I am off my meds, waiting for the script to come in the mail and then due to my stupidity I can’t afford them for another ten days. Food is not an issue at all but I overspent on the making the wife happy side of things as well as the making me happy side of things. I self-banned from Poker Stars tonight for sixty days. No play under my username at all for two months. Now don’t get me wrong I didn’t blow all my money on online poker it was very little overall to be honest. But there were quite a few things that were very little overall. Luckily gasoline is covered and food is nowhere near an issue. Bills are all paid and the last one we are behind on gets caught up on the first of June and they are cool with it. We just did too much too fast. New flowers for the beds (which my wife found out aren’t native after all), a little poker, eating out due to tiredness, and so on. We never got around to doing the budget and we should have. It will be done for next month long before the first. It’s funny how money can you stupid and I succumb to that easily. I had a handle on it and it didn’t get blown bad this time but I can’t accept that. I need to not blow it at all.
I didn’t want to post all whining but that’s what’s on my mind. Things are out of kilter and will be for ten days for me. I have to make it through that and deal with everything I need to do during that time. At least my lovely wife is understanding.
As an aside I had an article published on another site: Black Joe Lewis and the Honeybears it’s a review of the opening band from the show I took Aoghdan to see. I should have posted about it but I did post some pics of Aoghdan to facebook that night. It was a cool show to say the least. So go read the review and enjoy the music. Tell Autopsy4 I sent you over.
And now it’s time to say goodbye to Jed and all his friends…
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